Sports, travel, lifestyle and more

 …you can’t punish pple for their mistakes. It’s like… ok u now u have to forgive pple and big part of that is, FORGIVING YASELF. We don’t forgive ourselves for all the bad stuffs and/or all the mistakes we made and it makes it is impossible to forgive other pple. The time I stayed with my dad (because I lived with him since I was a baby until 23) I talked to him on phone 😔 he still is reminding me of all the stuffs he used to educate me and teach me to carry my whole life thru. I just learned what LOVE is! Love is not punishing pple for and beating pple on em’ for what they did and hanging on to that trifling kind of f**** up shit 😉 you know they did to you, and it’s like… getting out of being a victim. And my dad with all the time we been together (from my comprehension of life until now) he was a drunk BUT… he purified my heart in a way that I LOVE LIFE! Like I literally like working with pple to helped find my true self and my dad helped cultivate an emotional invisibility. T...

 I'm tired man sometimes I just sit in my room and hold my breath and let all the pressure and anxiety build up. And just let the time pass by. At first, I couldn't breathe now I'm suffocating maybe the pressure from what I am chasing isn't worth for me. I used to say God's playing now the devil's on my team acting foul and it's all flagrant, trying to push me off the path that I'm steady paving. Sinis the currency and every day I'm making payments so I don't wanna live in it but I heard a saying which goes like; "Good knows evil 'cause the houses are both adjacent". I don't know if I should go for these goals. I'veseen people who make it in life and become disrespectful to others. My anxiety is building as the weight of it grows, I succumb my self in privacy inside my room and I barely answer calls and when I see my phone. I'm reminded that the real feeling of being alone is having millions who love you but can leave yo...