😭😭😭

My side: All had asked for that time coz I need to make a decision not based on anything but real love. 
Literary I've always dated guys that are;
1. Older than me coz I thout they were mature enough to drive a r/ship.
2. Guys that are financially stable coz I thout money contributes to a happier r/ship.
3. Guys with stable businesses or High paying jobs coz I thout class matters too.
4. Guys with well furnished houses coz it really mattered to me.
Having grown up from a very humble (poor) background, I thought it would be better to get a man who could never make me lack anything esp the basic needs n wants. 
Unfortunately such guys have still disappointed me, not financially but emotionally n psychologically. 
Even through I said I love you, my heart was still so skeptical of whether our r/ship will work out based on our business status, financial status, age difference among others. 

In these two days I've managed to find time to rethink about everything and guess what I've decided. 
To love you kama mbaaya nimbaaya.
Am ready to go through hell with you as long as you mean it when you say you love me. 

Innocent am not ready for games, your writings are good but let me hope they will match your actions. 

Am not asking for much, but I request you be true to me. I know there certain things that you cherish so much which I don't, but bear with me, I will adjust as time goes on.

Plz don't push me do things am not ready for or used too but I promise with time there will be an automatic change and you will like it. 

All the Above is my honest me.
Becky's handwriting

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