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My world spins like a ferris wheel and I lose all the train of thoughts. Beads of sweat french my pathetic inhibitions. My anxiety precipitates an adrenaline rush causing my heart to jump and tap-synchronized beat to the music our hearts. Our pupils dilate and your intoxicating smile devours my mind's idleness. Your presence ignites my heart's authencity and illuminates my soul as ya bright star orbits around our galaxy, making my emotions creat a supernova. We share a deep rapport in the absence of words as desire barges inside my mind like a theif. Provoking my depravity; arousing my senses. I get lost in the cynosure of ya eyes and the gravity of ya lips become inescapable. Euphoric feelings churn my inside and I start to crave the indulgence of ya warm embrace. To hold ya body close to me with the permission of time and Love's propinquity. Hoping that we would let go of defenses andb swim in the puddles of exhilarations.  When you're near, mama Malcom - my queen, I ...

Pep Guardiola says rival Premier League bosses Jurgen Klopp and Jose Mourinho are welcome to call him to discuss their grievances at Manchester City having a two-year ban from European competition overturned. On Monday, the Court of Arbitration for Sport (CAS) removed the suspension UEFA had handed to City - and reduced their initial €30m fine to €10m (£8.96m) - after finding "most of the alleged breaches reported were either not established or time-barred". UEFA had accused City of breaking their Financial Fair Play (FFP) rules by overstating sponsorship revenue in their accounts and in the break-even information submitted between 2012 and 2016, as well as failing to co-operate with its investigation. Liverpool manager Klopp said the decision to overturn the ban was not "a good day for football," because he believes FFP rules are important to protect both teams, and the sport as a whole. Tottenham head coach Mourinho said the ruling was "disgraceful and a ...

Hakizmana Oyirwoth Fabulous Inno-ancious YOU'VE GOT ANXIETY? WAIT UNTIL YOU READ THIS! My anxiety and I have what some people may call a friend with benefits relationship. We have no love for each other, but he still just like go half-death (f***)  with me sometimes, you know? We moved in together some years ago, we have inside jokes - like when I say: " I'm gon' talk to that person over there" then my anxiety looks at me and it's like the hell 😂 please! My anxiety is the reason I didn't talk to you, he's so possessive. He doesn't like me talking to other people he's irrational because of him I'll take the long to my place to avoid someone I already passed by twice, because I don't know if it's acceptable to say "Hey!" A third time because of him. I don't correct People at restaurants who get my orders wrong, I just eat. Cause you know maybe these sweet potatoes is what I wanted but the matooke you gave me is what I n...

  Just because a relationship dynamic has shifted doesn’t mean that the love is gone. If it does, that wasn’t love. I reflected today about all the love that I have experienced in my life so far. During the last decade (basically my entire adult life), I have been in three serious relationships, with completely different, but similarly amazing, people.  I wanted to take a moment to fully acknowledge and appreciate my past. It is not based on the chemicals that you thought meant Love when you first got into the relationship, but rather the actual love that was still there when you got out of it. While most people do nothing but complain about their ex’s, have a negative memory of their relationships, and often times, don’t talk to them anymore — I feel fortunate to not have had that experience with any of these three women. In matter of fact, I don’t even feel comfortable calling any of them an “ex”, as that has a negative connotation when they were really the loves of my life....

Once upon a time it was Arsene Wenger who made all the footballing decisions at Arsenal. Judging by month's bizarre set of announcements, that was a far simpler time. Here's a question: what has Cedric Soares achieved since his arrival at the club to deserve a four-year contract? It's not an easy one to answer. Zero appearances so far since signing on loan from Southampton in January because of a knee injury makes Wednesday's confirmation of his permanent switch to London rather perplexing.  it is unfair to question the transfer. You don't make over 100 Premier League appearances and have a European Championship winner's medal if you can't play. But a four-year deal? Really? Delve a little deeper, however, and one might ask: is there a bigger picture behind their recruitment strategy?   Soares' agent is Kia Joorabchian, who is known to have a very close relationship with head of football Raul Sanllehi. Technical director Edu also has a long-standing work...

I wrote this piece mid 2019 and it was my presentation at UMCAT - this came when the school invited STF to talk to their youth club members about love, sex and relationships. And this same piece I shared with students of Spire High School at (In) Gayaza.... And they nicknamed me Mr (you can guess it 😜) When Love is an Illusion It's a hard thing to do but until you experience it, you will die believing in the illusion of perfect. Before I go deep, what's an illusion 🤔  - it's a distortion of senses which can reveal how human brain normally organizes and interprets sensory stimulation. In other words, an illusion distort our perception of reality, they are generally showed by most people, furthermore an illusion occurs with any of the human senses, but visual illusiobs are the best known and understood. There is a great author who once said this in one of his works; " Love can sometimes be magic but magic can sometimes be an Illusion," wonderful! You only see the ...

Dear Reader, Freemasonry is one of the world's oldest secular fraternal societies and which originated in Scotland. Below we explain Freemasonry as it exists under the Grand Lodge of Scotland which is the corporate body governing Freemasonry in Scotland and Scottish Masonic Lodges in many other parts of the world. The explanation may correct some misconceptions. Freemasonry is a society of men concerned with moral and spiritual values. Its members are taught its precepts by a series of ritual dramas. These remain substantially the same form used in Scottish stonemasons lodges, and use Scottish stonemasons' customs and tools as allegorical guides. The Essential Qualification for Membership The essential qualification for admission into and continuing membership is a belief in a Supreme Being. Membership is open to men of any race or religion who can fulfil this essential qualification and who are of good repute. Freemasonry and Religion Freemasonry is not a religion, nor is it...

When the Holy Spirit comes to live with you, He'll come with the ability to produce righteousness. Which is the nature of God, when imparted to human spiri, it produces the rightness of God in us. It gives us the ability to stand in the presence of God without a sense of guilt, inferiority or condemnation. It's means rightness in God and it's wrought in you.  When the Holy Spirit comes into your life, He will give you the ability to do things right, to change things, to make things work. Acts 1:8 " But you shall receive power after that the holy Spirit is come upon you and you shall be witnesses unto me both in Jerusalem and in all Judea and in Samaria, and unto the uttermost partof the Earth." - Power is the dynamic ability to cause changes.  You receive power when holy Spirit comes into your life. That power works within youlike a Dynamo amf it has abilityto reproduce itself. This also means hatbif the circumstances of your life don't favour you, you can cha...

This is the first thing the Holy Spirit does in your life,. He brings presence and when He does you'll no longer be in the dark. The Holy Spirit has a beautiful identity, He's called 'The Angel of God's presence'. He's the One who brings us the presence of God and makes it real to us. In the book of Isaiah 63:9,20; " in all their affliction he was afflicted and the angel of his presence saved them, in his love and in his pity he redeemed them all the days of old. But they rebelled and vexed HIS HOLY SPIRIT..." - Can you see that? That the Holy Spirit mentioned in verse 10 is the called 'The Angel of His presence'. In the Old Testament, He represented the Father and the Bible calls Him The Angel of His presence'. The word angel I translated from the word that also means messenger. In other words, He is the messenger or the conveyor of God's presence. He is the One who carries God's presence from place to place world over. And He brin...

The greatest thing that God has done foristo give us Holy Spirit. As boy growing up, this is something my late uncle would tell us everyday: " if you don't pray, the Holy Spirit won't manifest God's presence in you". Throughout my early phase of adulthood - which I am still in, I lost my way to God, however His Almighty Spirit never leaves me!  And so many christians have never really known the importance of that. The Holy Spirit is what made Jesus 'the Christ's. It was the Spirit's dwelling that made Him who He was. The Holy Spirit is the Third Person in of the Trinity revealed to Christians. He is one of the Father and the Son (1John 5:7). He's neither less important not less powerful. He's God too and co-equal with the Father and the Son. Right from the beginning of the scriptures, we're introduced to to the Person of Holy Spirit, and throughout the scriptures we're further acquainted with Him, His power and His person. In all these,...

What is love? A pull, a thirst, an enviable desire, or simply unanswerable. A feeling that is felt differently from one person to another.  Some people will feel love for friends, family, lovers and some may never feel it at all. It is a gift and can become a great curse. Unlike many who talk about love, I will not only write about the subject but I will also touch on the feeling of love lost. Defining love may be an impossible task as the large varieties love comes in but the pain of love lost is tied to all types. Love sick poets may drench the hearts of those who are in love, but to those who have lost love are the only ones who can truly know the meaning of love. Love is a mysterious feeling but it is one that should be discussed constantly as a reminder of what it is, undefinable but whose origins and impact allow for survival. When born, humans are faced with their first experience of love through parents whose love to them grants them support to start their lives. Although I...