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PERFECTION

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  The condition state or  quality of being free from all flaws or defects. I think the actual definition should be a ten letter word describing something that doesn't exist or  "prison" maybe "straight jacket". See perfection is a virus, a tumor, a growth-- it infects the mind of whom it attaches itself to until it eventually destroys the host. I hate the very word PERFECTION, it has driven me crazy for years, guided by fear, I ws constantly comparing myself to my peers. Stressing and striving to reach some ideas that only existed in my head! Ooh you thought perfection was real?! Well I disagree. I mean have u ever seen a perfect tree?! 🤔 In real life have you ever gone to the forest and seen a perfect tree? Naah see, they all got a little something going on. Some lean this way, some lean that way. Some have a little too much miss and some gotta whole bunch bark that's been ripped off but somehow...they're all Beautifull. But when it comes to people we ...

WHEN YOU ARE BESIDES ME - AND STILL MISS YOU 😢

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My world spins like a ferris wheel and I lose all the train of thoughts. Beads of sweat french my pathetic inhibitions. My anxiety precipitates an adrenaline rush causing my heart to jump and tap-synchronized beat to the music our hearts. Our pupils dilate and your intoxicating smile devours my mind's idleness. Your presence ignites my heart's authencity and illuminates my soul as ya bright star orbits around our galaxy, making my emotions creat a supernova. We share a deep rapport in the absence of words as desire barges inside my mind like a theif. Provoking my depravity; arousing my senses. I get lost in the cynosure of ya eyes and the gravity of ya lips become inescapable. Euphoric feelings churn my inside and I start to crave the indulgence of ya warm embrace. To hold ya body close to me with the permission of time and Love's propinquity. Hoping that we would let go of defenses andb swim in the puddles of exhilarations.  When you're near, mama Malcom - my queen, I ...

Guardiola says Klopp and Mourinho can call him to discuss FFP ruling

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Pep Guardiola says rival Premier League bosses Jurgen Klopp and Jose Mourinho are welcome to call him to discuss their grievances at Manchester City having a two-year ban from European competition overturned. On Monday, the Court of Arbitration for Sport (CAS) removed the suspension UEFA had handed to City - and reduced their initial €30m fine to €10m (£8.96m) - after finding "most of the alleged breaches reported were either not established or time-barred". UEFA had accused City of breaking their Financial Fair Play (FFP) rules by overstating sponsorship revenue in their accounts and in the break-even information submitted between 2012 and 2016, as well as failing to co-operate with its investigation. Liverpool manager Klopp said the decision to overturn the ban was not "a good day for football," because he believes FFP rules are important to protect both teams, and the sport as a whole. Tottenham head coach Mourinho said the ruling was "disgraceful and a ...

IF YOU HAVE ANXIETY YOU NEED TO READ THIS!

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Hakizmana Oyirwoth Fabulous Inno-ancious YOU'VE GOT ANXIETY? WAIT UNTIL YOU READ THIS! My anxiety and I have what some people may call a friend with benefits relationship. We have no love for each other, but he still just like go half-death (f***)  with me sometimes, you know? We moved in together some years ago, we have inside jokes - like when I say: " I'm gon' talk to that person over there" then my anxiety looks at me and it's like the hell 😂 please! My anxiety is the reason I didn't talk to you, he's so possessive. He doesn't like me talking to other people he's irrational because of him I'll take the long to my place to avoid someone I already passed by twice, because I don't know if it's acceptable to say "Hey!" A third time because of him. I don't correct People at restaurants who get my orders wrong, I just eat. Cause you know maybe these sweet potatoes is what I wanted but the matooke you gave me is what I n...

I’ll Always Love You No Matter What!

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  Just because a relationship dynamic has shifted doesn’t mean that the love is gone. If it does, that wasn’t love. I reflected today about all the love that I have experienced in my life so far. During the last decade (basically my entire adult life), I have been in three serious relationships, with completely different, but similarly amazing, people.  I wanted to take a moment to fully acknowledge and appreciate my past. It is not based on the chemicals that you thought meant Love when you first got into the relationship, but rather the actual love that was still there when you got out of it. While most people do nothing but complain about their ex’s, have a negative memory of their relationships, and often times, don’t talk to them anymore — I feel fortunate to not have had that experience with any of these three women. In matter of fact, I don’t even feel comfortable calling any of them an “ex”, as that has a negative connotation when they were really the loves of my life....

ONCE UPON A TIME AT WHOOLWHICH ARSENAL

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Once upon a time it was Arsene Wenger who made all the footballing decisions at Arsenal. Judging by month's bizarre set of announcements, that was a far simpler time. Here's a question: what has Cedric Soares achieved since his arrival at the club to deserve a four-year contract? It's not an easy one to answer. Zero appearances so far since signing on loan from Southampton in January because of a knee injury makes Wednesday's confirmation of his permanent switch to London rather perplexing.  it is unfair to question the transfer. You don't make over 100 Premier League appearances and have a European Championship winner's medal if you can't play. But a four-year deal? Really? Delve a little deeper, however, and one might ask: is there a bigger picture behind their recruitment strategy?   Soares' agent is Kia Joorabchian, who is known to have a very close relationship with head of football Raul Sanllehi. Technical director Edu also has a long-standing work...

IS LOVE REAL OR AN ILLUSION

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I wrote this piece mid 2019 and it was my presentation at UMCAT - this came when the school invited STF to talk to their youth club members about love, sex and relationships. And this same piece I shared with students of Spire High School at (In) Gayaza.... And they nicknamed me Mr (you can guess it 😜) When Love is an Illusion It's a hard thing to do but until you experience it, you will die believing in the illusion of perfect. Before I go deep, what's an illusion 🤔  - it's a distortion of senses which can reveal how human brain normally organizes and interprets sensory stimulation. In other words, an illusion distort our perception of reality, they are generally showed by most people, furthermore an illusion occurs with any of the human senses, but visual illusiobs are the best known and understood. There is a great author who once said this in one of his works; " Love can sometimes be magic but magic can sometimes be an Illusion," wonderful! You only see the ...